Post by BethHostetter on Jun 12, 2011 13:24:59 GMT -5
elizabethJANEhostetter
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight
FULL NAMEElizabeth Jane Hostetter
NICKNAMESJane, is Beth only to a select few that she trusts.
GENDERFemale
AGEtwenty-two years of age
BIRTHDAYDecember 26th
SEXUAL ORIENTATIONHeterosexual
POSITIONDamaged Soul, she is trained as a veterinary technician though, and just recently recieved her license.
HAIR COLOR[/blockquote]brunette, just plain jane brunette
EYE COLORgray
BUILDtall and too thin
HEIGHT5 foot 9 inches
IDENTIFYING FEATURESfresh scars up and down the inside of her left arm, a tattoo on her right shoulder blade of her dog's paw print
FACE CLAIMJulia Saner
OVERALLJane… Beth… whoever… is what most would call a gorgeous girl. However, she rarely plays up those good looks anymore. Now she walks around with her hair in a mess, her clothes unkempt, baggy, and plain. She often wears a hat over her hair, usually one she herself made. In the past two years, scars began to show up on her arms. Her eyes are big, beautiful, gray, and deep. Her messy appearance tells her story, her eyes give deeper meaning. Her skin and bones tell of self destruction, and the scars only emphasize it further. She is a gorgeous girl, but she wants nobody to know it, but her natural grace and poise simply destroy all her attempts to go by in life completely invisible.
LIKES[/blockquote]animals
books
music
crafting
art
dressage
DISLIKESwestern riding
people being loud
human touch
small corners
being around other humans
STRENGTHSshe has a special way with animals
she can learn things very quickly
she is rarely mean or angry
WEAKNESSESshe will go into a panic attack easily
she has poor communication skills
she is terrified of any male humans
QUIRKS AND HABITSshe has a tendancy to chew on plastic… straws most often. she has a box of plastic straws in her purse, and takes out at least two a day to chew on. not really in response to anything… just something she’s always done. she also will sit and sleep it a fetal position only.
SECRETSafter a horrendous experience at the age of 17 (in history), she began down a path that included a two month time period where she saw herself as useless and worth for nothing more than the prostitution she was forced to do as a teenager, and she got a job at a strip club, selling her body in order to pay her way through the rest of her year in college. she has told nobody of this or of her kidnapping, beating, and prostitution while she was 17 and 18.
PERSONALITYDeep down, she is a shy but fun girl to be around, loves witty comments, and clever banter and debates. Extremely smart, she breezed through her GED tests and all of her technical school exams with flying colors. However, she is no longer her teenage self. She keeps to herself as much as possible, and avoids male contact as much as she can, though she is far from being homosexual or bisexual. She has simply learned from the past. She has some serious psychological issues, and while she'll stand up for others, she would rather be beaten to the ground than stand up for herself. Which has happened multiple times before. She reads a lot, and spends hours with her two dogs and her horse, preparing him for dressage competitions.
PARENTS[/blockquote]Unknown/Deceased
SIBLINGSUnknown/Deceased
PETSJethro, American Pit Bull Terrier, Dog.
Ginevra, American Pit Bull Terrier, Dog.
Teddy, Mini Rex mix, Rabbit.
THEUNDERTAKER/Tako, JC Registered Thoroughbred, Horse.
SIGNIFICANT OTHERSShane Atkinson, 23
HISTORYBeth was born… somewhere. Nobody is quite sure where. And who her parents are? No clue. She was found wandering around on a playground at the age of 3, and all she could tell authorities was that her name was Elizabeth Jane Hostetter. After a wide and far search for anyone with the last name of Hostetter, even with DNA samples and different spellings, no parents were found for the poor girl. Her Social Worker at the time believed that her parents had either lied about their name or Beth had simply made something up. So, she was put into foster care. She went from foster home to foster home, and despite a rough childhood, flourished under the name of Beth or Elizabeth. At the age of 15, she ended up in a group home with 45 other children ages 13 through 17. It was during this time that she ended up with a tall and gorgeous young man named Shane Atkinson as her “boyfriend”. They spent all the time they could together over the next two years. He was a year older than her, and left the group home for a job as soon as he turned 18, telling her he would wait, and that he wanted her to come find him when she got out.
Unfortunately, life intervened. Somehow, Beth and three other girls in the group home managed to slip through the cracks and disappear into the hands of a very aggressive pimp who forced them to sell their bodies. They were all raped numerous times, beaten, and starved. After a year and a half of this life, Beth gathered up enough strength to help a girl of the age of 14 to escape, managing to escape herself in the process. Not without a struggle of course.
She managed to find Shane, and when he saw her, he refused to accept her. She was no longer the confident and beautiful girl that he used to know her as. She was… in his words… “ruined”. Beth was crushed, and at that point, she refused to give her name to others as Beth… but as Jane. She wanted to be a new and different person… but her past as Beth continued to crop up.
Since that time, Jane had refused help, and decided she wanted to work with animals. She was 19 at the time, and within three years had graduated from a technical school with a license to be an approved Veterinary Technician. Not without her struggles, including two months relapse into prostitution once more, and two months after graduating ending up in the hospital because she had begun cutting and had become anorexic. She is now under the care of a social worker, and still has her license to work as a vet tech, and is in a new town, with her two dogs, rabbit, and a horse she purchased as part of her therapy, and is beginning to heal… slowly.
NAME[/blockquote]Beth is fine... but my real name is Kelli. Serb is OK too... up to you.
EXPERIENCEI started in this genre... but on and off (more off than on though) for 5 or 6 years now.
REFERRALad on bridled and unbroken
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