Post by Alexandrite Xavier Darke on Jul 2, 2011 0:11:23 GMT -5
Alexandrite Zarzaine Xavier Dark Lost and so alone Things used to be easy, just go with the flow, like giving into the current of a river, there's no point in fighting it, because you can't beat nature. It always hurts less when you let it happen, when you stop fighting. thirteen years of abuse, of neglect will teach you that lesson, but when you hit the streets, you learn that the rules are fight or die... hard when you've never fought before. Its either that or you'd better have some powerful people by your side, thats where I got lucky. Being on the wrong side of the law, that's tough, being alone when you can't fight... that's another story. I haven't forgiven them, I probably never will, I knew that I would probably never see Trance ever again, but that just made it worse. They say that I need a secure environment, but that's what they took away. Trance had saved me more times than I could count, from what I don't want to have to explain, some things are better left forgotten. Its been almost a year, six months. Its hard to believe that I've been forced to leave the only home I had ever known. There have been hundreds, people who were supposed to take care of me, each one just handed me down to another after, thirteen years of neglect and abuse, thirteen years of never having anything that I could call a home, a family... Has anything really changed? Born but never known... [bg=black] |