Post by Ryder McCallum on Jun 30, 2011 23:57:14 GMT -5
RYDER CHANCE McCALLUM
[/color][/size]ryder's a total sweetie but he's dealing with a lot
lately like a little kid that he has had to raise on his
own for some time now. he always seems like he's
grieving or sad when you aren't looking but he's
pretty chill and can be a cool guy to hang with
he trains dressage horses and students and
he's getting old ... yeah thats it.[/font][/color][/center]
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send for all your absent lovers things, sheepish wolves looking lived-in, eating buttons
FRIENDS FOREVER
I HAVE FRIENDS IN HOLY SPACES
things are shaping up to be pretty odd little deaths in musical INSEPARABLE --
beds. so it seems i'm someone i've never met, you will only hear LIKE FAMILY --
these elegant crimes. fall on your ears from criminal dimes. they BEST FRIENDS --
spill unfound from a pretty mouth; everybody gets there and ev INNER CIRCLE --
everybody gets their, and everybody gets their way. i never said FLIRTY FRIEND --
i missed her when everyone kissed her; now i'm the only one to FRIEND OF FRIEND --
blame. things have changed for me and that's okay. i feel the same FAMILY FRIEND --
i'm on my way, and i say. things have changed for me and that's okay GOSSIP FRIEND --
i want to go where everyone else goes. i want to know what ONLINE/CHAT FRIEND --
everyone else knows. i want to go where everyone else feels the PARTY BUDDY --
same. i never said i'd leave the city, i never said i'd leave this DRINKING FRIEND --
a falling out we won't tiptop about. things have changed for me CONFIDANT --
you remind me of a former lover that i once knew. and you car FRENEMIES --
ry a little piece with you. we were holding hands walking through SECRET KEEPERS --
the middle of the street. it's fine with me, i'm just taking in the CHILDHOOD --
scenery. you remind me of a few of my famous friends. well, it SECRET FRIENDS --
all depends what you qualify as friends. you remind me of a FORBIDDEN --
few of my famous friends. well, that all depends on a friend PARTNERS IN CRIME --
when the moon fell in love with the sun, all was golden in ANNOYING FRIEND --
the sky. all was golden when the day met the nighttime. INNER CIRCLE --
when the sun found the moon, she was drinking tea in a garden SCHOOL FRIEND --
under the green umbrella trees in the middle of summer. when th FAKE FRIEND --
e moon found the sun he looked like he was barely PRANK BUDDIES --
she held the world upon a string but she didn't ever hold me STUDY BUDDY --
spun the stars on her fingernails but it never made her happy FOR THE SAME CAUSE --
'cause she couldn't ever have me she said she'd won the world ACQUAINTANCES --
[/color][/font][/center]beds. so it seems i'm someone i've never met, you will only hear LIKE FAMILY --
these elegant crimes. fall on your ears from criminal dimes. they BEST FRIENDS --
spill unfound from a pretty mouth; everybody gets there and ev INNER CIRCLE --
everybody gets their, and everybody gets their way. i never said FLIRTY FRIEND --
i missed her when everyone kissed her; now i'm the only one to FRIEND OF FRIEND --
blame. things have changed for me and that's okay. i feel the same FAMILY FRIEND --
i'm on my way, and i say. things have changed for me and that's okay GOSSIP FRIEND --
i want to go where everyone else goes. i want to know what ONLINE/CHAT FRIEND --
everyone else knows. i want to go where everyone else feels the PARTY BUDDY --
same. i never said i'd leave the city, i never said i'd leave this DRINKING FRIEND --
a falling out we won't tiptop about. things have changed for me CONFIDANT --
you remind me of a former lover that i once knew. and you car FRENEMIES --
ry a little piece with you. we were holding hands walking through SECRET KEEPERS --
the middle of the street. it's fine with me, i'm just taking in the CHILDHOOD --
scenery. you remind me of a few of my famous friends. well, it SECRET FRIENDS --
all depends what you qualify as friends. you remind me of a FORBIDDEN --
few of my famous friends. well, that all depends on a friend PARTNERS IN CRIME --
when the moon fell in love with the sun, all was golden in ANNOYING FRIEND --
the sky. all was golden when the day met the nighttime. INNER CIRCLE --
when the sun found the moon, she was drinking tea in a garden SCHOOL FRIEND --
under the green umbrella trees in the middle of summer. when th FAKE FRIEND --
e moon found the sun he looked like he was barely PRANK BUDDIES --
she held the world upon a string but she didn't ever hold me STUDY BUDDY --
spun the stars on her fingernails but it never made her happy FOR THE SAME CAUSE --
'cause she couldn't ever have me she said she'd won the world ACQUAINTANCES --
tell me where our time went and if it was time well spent
ADMIRED LOVES
CALLING ALL THE ABANDONED LOVERS[/center]
just don't let me fall asleep feeling empty again 'cause i fear CRUSH ON ME --
i might break, and i fear i can't take it tonight i'll like awake CRUSH ON YOU --
feeling empty. i can feel the pressure it's getting closer now MUTUAL CRUSH --
we're better off without you; i can feel the pressure it's gett FLEETING GLANCES --
ing closer now we're better off without you. now that i'm INNOCENT FLIRTING --
losing hope, and there's nothing else to show, for all of the SHAMELESS FLIRTING --
days that we spent, carried away from home! some things PHYSICAL ATTRACTION --
i'll never know and i had to let them go, i'm sit CHEMISTRY BOTH SIDES--
ting all alone, feeling empty, i can feel the pressure, it's getting cl TEMPTATION --
oser now, we're better off, without you, you're better off this time ONE NIGHT STAND --
how can i decide what's right when you're clouding up my mind DRUNK FLIRTS --
i can't win your losing fight all the time. how can i ever own wh FRIENDS W/BENEFITS --
at's mine when you're always taking sides but you won't take ENEMIES W/BENEFITS --
away my pride, no not this time, no not this time, how did we LOVE/HATE --
get here? well i used to know you so well how did we get here? MAKE OUT BUDDIES --
well i think i know, the truth is hiding in your eyes, and it's han F!CK BUDDIES --
ging on your tongue, just boiling in my blood but you think that YOU STALK ME --
i can't see what kind of man you are, if you're a man at all, well i I STALK YOU --
will figure this one out, on my own, i'm screaming i love you so PLAYING WITH YOU --
do you see what we've done? we've gone and made a fool of ourselves PLAYING WITH ME --
how did we get here? i used to know you so well but not this time FORBIDDEN LOVES --
i got a lot to say to you, i got a lot to say i noticed your eyes CHILDHOOD LOVE --
are always glued to me, keeping them here and it makes no PAST - GOOD --
sense at all; they taped over your mouth, scribbled out the tr PAST - BAD --
uth with their lies, you little spies. yeah they taped over your PAST - WANT ME --
mouth and scribbled out the truth with their lies, you little spies PAST - WANT YOU --
nothing compares to, a quiet evening alone just the one-two of us CURRENT --
who's counting on that never happens i guess i'm dreaming again FUTURE --
let's be more than this; if you want to play it like a game, then c' LETTING ME IN --
mon, come on let's play 'cause i'd rather waste my life pretending LETTING YOU IN --
than have to forget you for one whole minute. they taped over SOUL-MATE --
your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies, you little spies FINAL --
[/color][/font][/center]i might break, and i fear i can't take it tonight i'll like awake CRUSH ON YOU --
feeling empty. i can feel the pressure it's getting closer now MUTUAL CRUSH --
we're better off without you; i can feel the pressure it's gett FLEETING GLANCES --
ing closer now we're better off without you. now that i'm INNOCENT FLIRTING --
losing hope, and there's nothing else to show, for all of the SHAMELESS FLIRTING --
days that we spent, carried away from home! some things PHYSICAL ATTRACTION --
i'll never know and i had to let them go, i'm sit CHEMISTRY BOTH SIDES--
ting all alone, feeling empty, i can feel the pressure, it's getting cl TEMPTATION --
oser now, we're better off, without you, you're better off this time ONE NIGHT STAND --
how can i decide what's right when you're clouding up my mind DRUNK FLIRTS --
i can't win your losing fight all the time. how can i ever own wh FRIENDS W/BENEFITS --
at's mine when you're always taking sides but you won't take ENEMIES W/BENEFITS --
away my pride, no not this time, no not this time, how did we LOVE/HATE --
get here? well i used to know you so well how did we get here? MAKE OUT BUDDIES --
well i think i know, the truth is hiding in your eyes, and it's han F!CK BUDDIES --
ging on your tongue, just boiling in my blood but you think that YOU STALK ME --
i can't see what kind of man you are, if you're a man at all, well i I STALK YOU --
will figure this one out, on my own, i'm screaming i love you so PLAYING WITH YOU --
do you see what we've done? we've gone and made a fool of ourselves PLAYING WITH ME --
how did we get here? i used to know you so well but not this time FORBIDDEN LOVES --
i got a lot to say to you, i got a lot to say i noticed your eyes CHILDHOOD LOVE --
are always glued to me, keeping them here and it makes no PAST - GOOD --
sense at all; they taped over your mouth, scribbled out the tr PAST - BAD --
uth with their lies, you little spies. yeah they taped over your PAST - WANT ME --
mouth and scribbled out the truth with their lies, you little spies PAST - WANT YOU --
nothing compares to, a quiet evening alone just the one-two of us CURRENT --
who's counting on that never happens i guess i'm dreaming again FUTURE --
let's be more than this; if you want to play it like a game, then c' LETTING ME IN --
mon, come on let's play 'cause i'd rather waste my life pretending LETTING YOU IN --
than have to forget you for one whole minute. they taped over SOUL-MATE --
your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies, you little spies FINAL --
my shadow's the only one that walks beside me, my shadow
DESPISED ENEMIES
THIS TIME I'M GOING FOR THE THROAT[/center]
i walk a lonely road, the only road that i have ever known, where SCARED OF YOU --
the city sleeps and i'm the only one who walks alone. don't know SCARED OF ME --
where it goes, but it's only me and i walk alone. i walk this empty BACKSTABBED --
street on the boulevard of broken dreams, where the city sleeps WANT YOU DEAD --
my shadow's the only one who walks beside me, my shallow WANT ME DEAD --
heart's the only thing that's beating; sometimes i wish someone FRIENDS TURNED --
out there will find me. til then i walk alone. i'm walking down th FAMILY TURNED --
e line that divides me somewhere in my mind, on the border line I DISLIKE YOU --
of the edge and where i walk alone read between the lines what's YOU DISLIKE ME --
fucked up and everything's all right, check my vital signs to know JEALOUSY --
i'm still alive and i walk alone. my shadow's the only thing that wa GO TO HELL --
alks beside me, my shallow heart's only thing that's beating here HOPE YOU CHOKE --
i'm not fucking around, i think i'm coming out now all the decei ENEMIES FROM ALLIANCE --
vers and cheaters i think we've got a bleeder right now, want you ENEMIES ON VALUES --
to slap me around, want you to knock me out, well, you missed SPREADING RUMORS --
me, kissed me, now you better kick me down maybe you're the OPPOSING SIDES --
runner-up, but the first one to lose the race, almost only really MISGUIDED ERRORS --
count in horseshoes and hand-grenades. i'm gonna burn it all down MISCOMMUNICATING --
i'm gonna rip it out, well everything that you employ was meant FRIEND'S ENEMY --
for me to destroy to the ground now so don't you fuck me around HARDCORE HATRED --
i'm gonna drink, fight, f!ck and i'm pushing my luck all the time UNEASY RIVALS --
[/font][/color][/center]the city sleeps and i'm the only one who walks alone. don't know SCARED OF ME --
where it goes, but it's only me and i walk alone. i walk this empty BACKSTABBED --
street on the boulevard of broken dreams, where the city sleeps WANT YOU DEAD --
my shadow's the only one who walks beside me, my shallow WANT ME DEAD --
heart's the only thing that's beating; sometimes i wish someone FRIENDS TURNED --
out there will find me. til then i walk alone. i'm walking down th FAMILY TURNED --
e line that divides me somewhere in my mind, on the border line I DISLIKE YOU --
of the edge and where i walk alone read between the lines what's YOU DISLIKE ME --
fucked up and everything's all right, check my vital signs to know JEALOUSY --
i'm still alive and i walk alone. my shadow's the only thing that wa GO TO HELL --
alks beside me, my shallow heart's only thing that's beating here HOPE YOU CHOKE --
i'm not fucking around, i think i'm coming out now all the decei ENEMIES FROM ALLIANCE --
vers and cheaters i think we've got a bleeder right now, want you ENEMIES ON VALUES --
to slap me around, want you to knock me out, well, you missed SPREADING RUMORS --
me, kissed me, now you better kick me down maybe you're the OPPOSING SIDES --
runner-up, but the first one to lose the race, almost only really MISGUIDED ERRORS --
count in horseshoes and hand-grenades. i'm gonna burn it all down MISCOMMUNICATING --
i'm gonna rip it out, well everything that you employ was meant FRIEND'S ENEMY --
for me to destroy to the ground now so don't you fuck me around HARDCORE HATRED --
i'm gonna drink, fight, f!ck and i'm pushing my luck all the time UNEASY RIVALS --
if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground, and take this spike to my heart
EVERYONE ELSE
SOMEONE GET ME TO A DOCTOR
if they get me and the sun goes down, and if they get me take this RESPECT YOU --
spike and you put this spike into my heart. and if the sun comes up it RESPECT ME --
will tear the skin right off our bones and then as razor sharp whith te MUTUAL RESPECT --
eth rip out our necks i saw you there someone get me to a doc PROTECTIVE OVER ME --
tor, someone get me to a church, where they can pump this veno PROTECTIVE OF YOU --
m-gaping hole and you must keep your soul like a secret in your MUTUAL PROTECTION --
throat and if they come and get me, what if you put the spike I'M YOUR HERO --
in my heart? and if they get me and the sun goes down, and if they YOU'RE MY HERO --
get me take this spike and drive it right into my beating heart now BLOOD RELATIVE --
in the middle of a gun fight...in the center of a restaurant...they IN-LAW(S) --
say, 'come with your arms raised high!' well, they're never gonna MOTHER --
get me, like a bullet through a flock of doves, to wage this war FATHER --
against your faith in me, your life...will never be the same. on BROTHER --
your mother's eyes, say a prayer! say a prayer! how, we're just SISTER --
two men as how God made us well, i can't, well, i can! too much MENTOR --
too late, or just not enough of this pain in my heart, for your dy TEACHER --
ing wish, i'll kiss your lips again. they all cheat at cards and the HEARD OF ME --
checkers are lost, my cellmate's a killer they make me do push-ups HEARD OF YOU --
but nobody cares if you're losing yourself...am i losing myself? KEEPING SECRETS --
well i miss my mom, will they give me the chair, or lethal inject FIRST NAME BASIS --
ion or swing from a rope if you dare. ah, nobody knows all the tr LAST NAME BASIS --
ouble i've seen! do you have the keys to the hotel? life is a dream NEVER MET --
for the dead and well i, i won't go down by myself, but i'll go EMPLOYER --
down with my friends, but now, now now, now i can't explain CO-WORKER --
take this ride with me one more time, one more time baby
LOVELY CREDIT
NO STEALING, MOMMA TAUGHT YOU BETTER
now, first off thank you to the radiant color blender, i owe it tons for all these pretty
things. secondly, the colour lovers and the palettes for color ideas. <3 i <3 you. and
also, the songs and such belong to Panic! at the Disco, Paramore, Green Day, and My
Chemical Romance, in that order too. this took me quite awhile, it being my FIRST,
yes, my FIRST plot page ever, and no demolishing it at all, as in STEALING, or
i shall send my mutated rabid guinea pigs to eat you alive. All rights reserved
to izzy of Caution 2.0. HAVE A GOOD DAY <3
